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I would want to try living in Dallas.I pray that I will have the fairytale life I always dreamt of since I was a little girl.
“I vow to help you love life, to speak when words are needed, to share silence when they’re not.”
The Vow (movie)
On Trust.
I have no idea since when did I really lose trust in people. I’m afraid of betrayals, afraid to be abandoned, afraid to be unloved, afraid to me forgotten & afraid that I’ll be mocked at.
Neither do I believe that there’s someone who loves me for me only in this planet.
Maybe that why I’m broken. There’s a crack in me (or maybe many) that caused me to lose TRUST in people.
How do you know if someone’s lying? How do you know if someone’s gonna abandon you? How do you know someone’s not a hypocrite but loves you for who you are?
It’s almost time I’m stepping into adulthood. I’m scared. I’m wary. I’m building up defense wall again. I’ve done it before and I think I’m gonna do it again.
I really don’t mean to hurt people by not being close to them or purposely not sharing details-of-my-life with them. I’m just afraid. Afraid of consequences, afraid of what’ll happen to me.
I don’t know what to do. I feel broken, I feel upset. What you see now is a brave front that I always wear. It’s like a makeup on me everyday.
